10/15/08

Earlier, while I was about to sign out here in my friends computer shop I had this weird feeling that I should check my inbox.. and what the heck! My friend send me this message.. and to tell you honestly.. I was kinda shocked, confused, and worried at the same time. I was really torn apart by her message... I guess if your a regular reader of this BLOG you would probably know her because she has been a topic in here a couple of times... and here she goes again... and I just keep on wondering why out of all her friends... why me? Why does she tell me those things and regularly ask for help... don't get me wrong I like helping them especially all those troubled teens... It's just that... why me? This is my first time to ask help from you guys. Usually ako lang palagi ang hinihingan ng mga payo pero medyo mahirap itong problem nya.. what do you think she should do? This person really means to me and it would really break my heart if I can't give her the comfort that she's been looking for... here goes her letter:

my friend wrote:
> kuya!!
>
> huhuhuhuh..:(
>
> lately i've been very bc and i forget to think of my situation..
> nagusap kmeh ng nanay koh kgb..
> and she made me realize everything..
> kuya sbhin mo nga sken..
> nkakaawa bah tlgah koh?..
>
> buti pah dati khit papanu napplit ko ung srili koh maging happy..
> pero ngayon i can't find even a single reason for me to be happy..
> every second namro2blema koh kung panu nah ang bukas..
>
> sb ng nanay koh..
> xah lng ang mei krapatan magdesisyon kung anoh ang ggwin koh..
>
> mamimili lang daw akoh..
> and i have only 2 choices..
> d nya pah cnsb kung anoh ung choices nah un..
> pero sb neah..
> it's either maaus koh ang buhay koh o ccrain koh nah ng 2luyan ang buhay koh..
> tingin koh ibig sbhin nun..
> iiwan koh ung bf koh pero pagaaralin nla koh or sasama nah koh sah bf koh at maghihirap hbang buhay..
>
> kuya ndeh koh lam ggwin koh..
> lam moh nung bata pah koh ang pangarap koh lang nman ay sumaya..
> pero ngayon kailangan kong mamili sah kasiyahan koh o ikabubuti koh at ng anak ko..
>
> bkit gnon..
>
> ndeh koh kyang magkahiwalay kmi ng bf ko at ng magiging baby namin..
> ndeh koh din kyang ipagkait sah knya ung anak nya..
> pero mukhang keilangan kong icpin ang future namen..
>
> nahihirapan tlga koh magdecide..
> kuya mhal nah mhal koh ung bf ko pati ang magiging anak namin..
> anoh bah ggwin koh.
>
> 2lungan moh nman akoh magdecide..
> kuya pacenxa kah nah kung nag nobela akoh ng problema seoh..
> wulah nman kzeh kong ibang masabihan..
> pagpacenxahan moh nah koh ah..
> tzkah tenkyu kzeh ur always there for me..
> i really thank God dhil bngay kah nya saken..
>
> sna ma2lungan moh koh kuya..:(



You see? hirap ng situation nya diba? To tell you frankly hindi sya nag iisa.. I know madami dyan sa paligid natin na may ganitong problema... Tell me... what do you do to help them? Those poor kids na may mga problema.. hindi lang sa teen age pregnancy, pati din as mga broken hearted, sa mga kids who feel broken, sa mga kids na affected sa broken family nila, sa mga kids who are depressed, sa mga taong gusto ng mamatay dahil walang nakaka intindi sa kanila or nag mamahal...

PAG MAMAHAL.... siguro kung may nag mamahal lang sa kanila hindi sila mag kaka ganyan... hindi sila mawawalan ng pag asa... hindi nila pag dadaanan na mag isa yung mga dinadanas nila... Ewan ko ba, parang kakaunti lang ang mga taong nag papahalaga sa kanila... I for myself would liketo help them with all my strenght, gusto ko iparamdam sa kanila na hindi sila nag iisa, na hindi nila kailangan pag daaanan na mag isa yung mga problema nila. Sorry if medyo nakakagising yung article ko now... siguro it's time to show love sa kapwa natin... maybe yung friend pala natin ay nasa brink na ng self destruction and he or she is only waiting for you to pick them up... waiting for you to love them...waiting for to show them that you care... you'll be amaze that a simple " hello" or a simple " how are you doing" will save them... don't wait until tomorrow to show that you love that person... baka ikaw lang ang hinihintay niya...

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