9/20/08


Siguro nga may mga bagay na mas dapat pag tuunan ng pansin tulad ng pamilya
(kahit wala ako nun) at mga kaibigan
(meron ba ako nun?)... Bakit ba buhay pa ako up to now? Yan ang laging sinisigaw ng boses sa utak ko until earlier natauhan ako sa isang... ahhh isang kaibigan. Weird pero it's been a while now since I last used that word pero as I was reading her message to me parang something had struck me. Parang alam ko na ang purpose ko thanks to her sabi niya kanina..

"i dont know pero misyon ko na ata ang umintindi at magshare ng point of views ko sa iba.."

Na realize ko that I've been doing the same thing this past few years. Sabi nga ng remaining friends ko that ako daw ang pillar of strength nila pag nag kaka problema sila. I know I have lots of problems but I have to be strong for my sisters (that's what I call my female friends). Masyado akong naging self-centered this past few months. Laging sariling problema ko na lang ang iniisip ko... paano na lang ang mga sisters ko. I'm not alone pala and I just realized that there are some people out there who cares for me and understands me. I know it's hard to be happy with all these problems that keeps on clinging to me like maggots and not to mention those weird voices deep within me telling me that " I'm a nobody" But for them I'll try to be happy. Thank you 'cause somehow I still have you.

1 comment

ennaesor said...

naks! parang familiar yung line na yun sa entry mu ah... anyways., it feels good talaga pag napapagaan mo yung loob ng isang tao.. (kahit di mu xa kilala) especially pag natulungan mu xang marealize ung mag bagay na di nya napapansin before..

basta no matter what life leads you always remember that "EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON" oo! lahat may rason!! at kung ano man yung rason na yun its for us to find out ryt?! at kapag nahanap mo na yun... try to accept everything and live your life in a good way... kahit pa hindi pumabor sayo yung rason na yun., isipin mo nalang na siguro.. or "FOR SURE" pumabor yun sa iba... maging happy nalang tayo dun kasi ganun talaga life eh! madalas kailangan mong magsuffer para lang sumaya yung iba.. but whats important is that you learned your lessons and it made you to become a better and strong person you are right now... db? db?

basta., try to treasure evrything... kahit ikaw pa ang pinakamalas sa buong earth., okei lang yun.. atleast you're still alive!! kasi nasa atin din naman kung panu naten ihahandle ng maayos yung pinagdadaanan naten in a way na di naten masisisi ang laro ng buhay and most especially si god... coz he loves us the more we love him db...

enuf na po... napasarap ata ako sa pagta-type., til nxt tym.. tc!!

September 22, 2008 at 3:04 PM
 


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