I'll be waiting for you...

Have you ever felt like nobody seems to care or nobody even bothers to ask if your Ok? It's hard to wake up every morning knowing that theres not even a single soul out there who considers you as a friend. If you haven't felt that in your entire existence then your lucky. I have to wake up each morning feeling so empty, so cold and alone. I don't know whats happening to me. Maybe I'm just feeling a little bit blue today. All my life Ive met friends who claims that they won't leave or forsake me but look at me now...I'm here all alone. I had a friend once but she died..she died while I was holding her. We were robbed a couple of years ago and she died trying to save her bag. While she was dying I asked her whats so important in that stupid bag of hers and she told me whats inside...It was a letter...a love letter for me...I was shocked. All those months she was secretly in-love with me. I don't know what to say...She died after a few seconds. Maybe she just hold on to her dear life for a couple of seconds just to tell me how much she loved me...she died not knowing that I loved her too..I love her from the moment I saw her..and I swear I will keep on loving her even though she's not here with me. I'll be waiting here patiently. Maybe If she hadn't died I won't go through this pain everyday 'cause I know she'll never let me feel all alone again. I MISS HER SO MUCH