Last night I was bumming around with my diary last 2006 when I came across my entries bout this girl...her name is Jelly. If my memory serves me right it was July 06, 2006 when we first met. At first I just thought that our friendship would just last for a couple of weeks but I spoke too soon. She turned out to be one of my best female friends I ever got. She's just a sophomore back then and to tell you honestly she's the first person to call me "kuya" and that really made me somehow happy. We usually talk about high shcool life, her crushes, grades, problems and anything under the sun. She's really sweet, caring and thoughtful and at the same time she's also fragile. I remember clearly that one fateful night, she texted me this message ( I still keep her text messages after all this time)
" kuya! help... nanaginip ako ng masama, natatakot ako, sori d q mapiglan d umiyak. ung dog s kpt bhay nmin kumakhol."
Date: August 26, 2006
After reading this I felt this weird feeling. I'm glad 'cause at last somebody needed me. I really felt wonderful that night. We talked until I can hear our neighbors stupid rooster. I really-really miss her. It's been two long years since we last really talked.. and God knows how much I really miss her. I miss our talks, her laughter, the way she teases me... i miss her so much. Someday I'm still hoping that our friendship will go back the way it was before. I'm forever thankful for having her as my friend and her memories will be forever etched in my heart. I really don't know whats happening to her right now but whatever she's doing now or wherever she is I hope and pray that she'll be happy always. I don't have clue if she still likes me to be her "kuya" but that doesn't mean that I don't care for her anymore. I really love her and that won't change whether she talk to me or not. She's my life saver. She did once picked me up during the times when I'm pretty busted and down. Oh God I miss her na talaga!
Posted by saul krisna at 11:21 AM