memories

Ano ang pinaka masakit or pinaka mahirap na salita na pwede mong masabi sa taong minamahal mo? Ayoko na sayo? Break na tayo? Hindi na kita mahal? Oo nga at masasakit itong mga salitang ito pero for me the word “goodbye” is the most painful word na pwede mong marinig mula sa kanya or masabi mo sa kanya… Maybe your asking me kung bakit yung word na “goodbye” ang pinaka masakit na word for me… Actually mas tanggap ko pa yung hindi kita mahal, ayoko na sa iyo at break na tayo cause at least it doesn’t mean na completely mawawala yung communication niyo… From the start I’ve telling you guys that communication for me is one of the best way to make your relationship last… ‘Cause without it I really don’t think what you’re having right now will last, take it from me…

A goodbye can hurt as much as a knife driven into your heart just like the word “I love you” that couldn’t be proven… I really hate it when someone says goodbye top me… ewan ko ba kung bakit… Siguro takot akong maging mapag isa ulit, in my life madami ng tao ang nag sabi ng word nay un and everytime na naririnig ko yun it feels like my heart is being torn, crushed, and stepped on.. Call me weird or pathetic pero ganun talaga yun pakiramdam ko.

Pero tanong ko lang, bakit kailangan nila or natin mag paalam sa taong minamahal natin… some say “sometimes we have to say goodbye and stop loving the most important person in our life. Not because the spark is gone, but because that person is unintentionally making you worthless” Whoever told that was kinda right…I just really don’t know why I’m writing this post now… Pero you know what, once you’ve said goodbye parang ang hirap kalimutan… parang nag e-echo pa rin sa tenga natin, and everytime we remember that… tears can’t stop falling in our eyes… bumabalik yung pains kahit matagal ng nangyari yun sa atin. Every tear of our sadness that we shed para sa taong mahal natin is like a capsule of memory that we have to forget… whether it maybe a good one or a bad memory… Isipin mo na lang that we fall in love so that we will learn and experience how good it feels to be loved, we are hurt so that we will be strong and it will be a reminder kung gaano ka sakit masaktan and if you feel like crying… go ahead and cry. ‘Di kita pipigilan. We cry so that we can let go and find our place in the life of someone who will love us the way we have loved… May mga taong ayaw mag paalam kahit alam na nilang walang patutunguhan ang relationship nila… I don’t know why we all hang on to something we know we’re better off letting go… parang natatakot… we’re scared to lose what we don’t even really have. Some of us say we’d rather have that somethingthan absolutely nothing… pero for me having it “HALFWAY” is harder than not having at all

If it’s time to say goodbye… say it kahit masakit… and as the song goes….
“Before I let you go I want to say I love you….for the last time”


*Para sa mga nag babalak mag paalam at nag paalam na…