12/8/08


Siguro nagtataka kayo or napapa-isip if isa nga ba akong “EMO”… obvious ba? Well up to now I’m still in the state of denial if “emo” nga ba ako… maybe I am… Madami na kasi akong napapansin na mga ganyang uri ng tao… pero nowadays being an emo is all about fashion, those music, those eyeliners, dark suits, those bags even their hair style but hindi naman talaga yun yung tunay na emo… It’s psychological… it’s all about emotions, the wat they think and not about the way they dress. Anyway hindi tungkol sa akin yung topic ko… It’s about winning the trust and love of an “emo”… Siguro sila na yata ang mga pinaka emotional na taong makikilala niyo… super sensitive at… well, destructive… You know very well that most emo’s are a little bit negative thinkers. They tend to think that they are all alone, that no one cares for them, that they are outcast…

Lahat tayo may isa or dalawang kaibigan who fall under this category pero bakit ba sila ganun mag-isip? Bakit nila pinag pipilitan na nag iisa sila which in fact hindi naman… bakit ba nila pilit nilalayo ang sarili nila sa tao? At bakit ang hirap nilang mag open-up sa ibang tao? Maybe their just afraid… afraid of being hurt again, afraid that life itself would let them down “again”, afraid that when they do open up to that special someone… that someone would soon leave them all alone. Takot lang sila masaktan at maiwang mag-isa ulit.

Pero ang hindi alam ng mga ordinaryong tao na sila na yata ang isa sa mga pinaka masarap mag mahal… I guess bigla kayong napailing ng ulo sa sinabi ko… kanya kanya naman yan eh... at blog ko ito so you better sit back and try to understand every word I say. I guess your wondering why did I say that… bakit sila masarap mag mahal? Ganito yun…

Kadalasan kasi ang mga ganung tao ay uhaw sa attention… they are craving sa love and that they will do anything just to feel that somehow they are loved. Takot lang silang magtiwala sa ibang tao. Isa din sila sa pinaka loyal na taong na kilala ko and you know why? Diba nabanggit ko na takot silang mag-isa kaya when they finally found their special someones for sure ‘di sila gagawa ng kalokohan for the fear of losing the only person who cared for them… afraid of losing the only person who showed that somehow they are loved.

Hindi lang natin sila napagtutuunan ng oras para makilala pero just like everybody else… tao din sila… tao din kami… troubled lang pero hindi naman terminal yung case namin… mababago din sila, syempre with the help of you guys… Try to understand them… try to look deeper into them and ‘wag niyong pansinin yung mga panlabas na itsura nila… Maybe kayo lang pala ang hinihintay nila para mag bago sila… they are waiting for you…


2 comments:

Dhianz said...

kahit sinasabi moh madalas emo ang post moh eh natutuwa akong basahin itoh... kc sinasabi moh lang kung ano tlgah nararamdaman moh... akoh kc although sometimes therapy koh tong blogsphere na toh eh dehinz akoh gano nagsasabi so much about my emo life... kahit gusto koh.. lahat nang emo eh kay God koh sinasabi... alam Nyah lahat 'un...gust koh lang kahit minsan eh maka-inspired nang tao... at malaman nilah nah we have an awesome God... na we don't have to carry our burdents... He's willing to carry it for us.... so 'un.... and yeah i'm a christian....=)

GODBLESS! -di

December 14, 2008 at 2:45 PM
Dhianz said...

sensya na sa few typo errors... gust eh gusto... burdents... burden... 'la kinokorek koh lang sarili koh...wehe... ingatz kah!...GODBLESS! -di

December 14, 2008 at 2:46 PM
 


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