12/15/08

Have you been hurt before by the very same person you hold most dear... masakit 'di ba? Minsan parang 'di mo ma-take at minsan you feel depressed and confused... but let me rephrase my question... "have you hurt the very same person that you hold most dear to you?" Oh bakit bigla kang natigilan? Siguro lahat tayo dumadaan sa ganitong part ng buhay natin... at kahit 'di natin sinasadyang saktan siya... it all ends in one thing... you hurt her...

Mahirap yung ganong pakiramdam lalo na kung sobrang nasaktan siya... 'di mo alam kung paano hihingi ng sorry or kung paano kayo magkaka-ayos ulit... Siguro nagtataka kayo kung bakit ganito na naman ang topic ko.... OBVIOUS BA? Title pa lang alam mo na 'di ba? Haaay... ewan ko ba... basta just sit back and try to understand this post... pero I doubt kung maintindihan mo ako...

Mahirap pag nakakasakit ka ng mahal mo... wether it may be your parents, your siblings, your friends... and not to mention the person you love... Madalas 'di natin alam kung paano tayo hihingi ng sorry... and If we find the courage to say sorry(whether we hurt them intentionally or unintentionally) 'di natin alam if mapapatawad tayo... siguro yun yung dahilan kung bakit 'di agad tayo nakakahingi ng sorry... natatakot tayo na i-reject yung pag hingi natin ng sorry... tama 'di ba?

Pero how can we know if irereject nga nila yung paghingi ng sorry natin if HINDI natin ita-try... paano nila malalaman na we're sincere sa pag hingi natin ng tawad if hindi tayo gagawa ng first move... Oo nga at nakakatakot... nakakatakot na baka hindi na nila tayo mapatwad... I myself hate that part... ayokong na rereject ako... Before you ask forgiveness dun sa taong nasaktan mo... dapat i-analize mo muna yung situation... 'wag kang sugod ng sugod!!! At 'wag ka din matakot na hindi ka niya mapatawad kasi if makikita naman niya na totoo yung pag hingi mo ng tawad I'm pretty sure na patatawarin ka niya... and if all hell break lose at hindi ka niya napatawad... hindi kita pipigilang umiyak or to feel bad about it... you gave your best 'di ba? Look on the bright side.. at least you learned something from your mistakes...

I hope if may ka away ka now... sana you'll find strength to say "I'm Sorry"


*sorry na oh... bati na tayo

2 comments:

piojunbabia said...

YA! i have been hurt before..not once, not twice, not thrice but 4 times... I dont want to remember, the things we used to do and the things that reminds me.... i dont want to sing the song, the songs we used to sing,, coz I dont want to feel the pain in my heart...naku...para nag fit sa akin itong kantang to.... sana hindi ito mabasa..

December 16, 2008 at 4:15 PM
PaJAY said...

ok...magsosori na ako sa mahal ko..lq kami e...lol...sa sat ko pa planong mag sori..at dahil nabasa ko post mo...salamat at mapapaaga ang pagsosori ko....

nice nice...

December 18, 2008 at 1:39 AM
 


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