8/24/08

I hate being all alone or being left behind. I don't know but it scares the hell out of me just thinking about it. As I looked back I can say that I had a fair share of this feelings... All my so-called friends left me, my family broke up and i was left all alone, I had four past relationships in the past and I can tell you that It ain't pretty. My point here is that I'm so TIRED of being left behind. I just wanna be loved thats all. Is it that hard for them to do that? I'm not that bad although I have some flaws but hey who hasn't? I'm tired of this silly game called life... I kept on loosing. My heart ached for some love...any kind of love will do. I hope sooner or later I will find her. And even if I have search Heaven or Hell I'll do that. Sorry if I sound kinda sad right now, I just can't help it. I'll do anything just to have a friend...

1 comment

Anonymous said...

you're the one who's not letting yourself to be happy. don't you think it's the time for you to find your real happiness. happiness that comes from your ownself not from others. so what if others don't like you. so what if others don't appreciate you. so what if others don't love you. it really doesn't matter. what does matter is you know how to appreciate and love yourself. you should not depend your happiness with others. don't waste your time being lonely because you don't have someone to hold you're hands with or to say "iloveyou". i believe that God has his best woman for you and he has a plan for you because he loves you. have patience just wait. wait.

be happy:) GodBless......

September 11, 2008 at 10:01 PM
 


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