11/12/08


Sorry if I hadn't been writing this past few days... well i'm not that busy.. it's just that madami lang akong iniisip... Ano iniisip ko? MADAMI!!!! mostly about how my heart acts kinda weird this couple of weeks...

Well what to write?... hmmm

You know what it's kinda sucks pag yung kaisa-isang tao sa buhay mo na nagpapasaya sa iyo ay unti unting lumalayo... (hey I know your reading this) Actually hindi naman totally lumalayo... siguro unti-unti ng nawawalan siya ng time for me... I promised before that I'm not gonna use the first person perspective here sa blog ko but what the heck...

Anyway lahat tayo may mga pinag kukunan ng lakas to overcome each and every damn obstacle sa buhay natin... yung tipo bang sa kanya tayo lumalapit pag nalulungkot tayo or nangangailangan ng taong makikinig sa atin at mga walang kwentang problema natin, sa kanya tayo humuhugot ng lakas para mabuhay, sa kanya tayo yumayakap pag tila ba tinalikuran tayo ng mundo and we always expect that may maibibigay siyang payo or comforting words sa atin each time we run to our "lifesavers" pero what if yung taong iyon ay unti-unting nawawalan ng time sayo... hindi siya lumalayo pero hindi mo na rin siya maramdaman.. gets mo? Buti ka pa gets mo kasi ako HINDI!!!! All I want is to have someone to hold on pag nanghihina ako, someone who will love me, someone who I can call"mine". Would it be nice to have that kind of "someone"? Everyday parang nararamdaman ko na nawawala na yung taong pinaka mamahal ko... mahal ko siya... and I know that she loves me too... I hope bumalik na siya... I really miss the old "her"



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3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Why? I'm just here, I never left you alone..
Pero I know may fault din ako na naramdaman mo yun, and I'm sorry.. Basta I'll make it up to you..
I love you and I miss you my Krisna!

November 13, 2008 at 11:05 AM
emoterang nurse said...

shet!!! kala ko ako lang emotera dito sa blogsperyo.... but when i read this post my God!! laman na lamang ka pla sa skin....hehehe....

tinamaan ako sa post na ito...
sometimes gnito din pakiramdam ko eh... I need someone to hug me when i my knees are soft as jelly... someone na kailangan ko hugutan ng lakas... ang hirap din kc lumaban na mag isa k lng eh... someone na khit sandali ko lng makasama pero sulit nman...
haaayy buhay....

taytay ka din pla...hehehe

November 14, 2008 at 5:48 PM
jessa ferrer said...

haloo. thanks for dropping by my site.:)
we are both, well, emo in a way. hehe.

November 14, 2008 at 9:32 PM
 


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