Iniwan na naman ako...

I really hate it somebody leaves me... hindi ko ma-explain yung pain and heaviness within me... I know all of us are afraid to wake up one day knowing that our friends, families and even our special someones are going to leave us... that really sucks... take it from me.. halos lahat yata ng nakilala ko at pinahalagahan ko ay kinukuha sa akin agad. I don't know why but it feels like I'm destined to be all alone for the rest of my existence... Maybe your wondering kung bakit ako nag kakaganito... actually hindi ko din alam.. Maybe it's just that medyo madami na naman ang umiiwan sa akin... specially my friends... ewan ba, kasi kapag ako nag pahalaga sa tao I make sure that I won't give them any reson to leave me pero bakit nangyayari ito(ulit) sa akin? Hindi ba ako naging mabait sa kanila? Hindi ko ba naibigay ang lahat-lahat ko?

I just wish that someday maiiba naman yung takbo ng buhay ko... nakakapagod na kasi na laging iniiwan at binabaleawala ka ng taong kahit kailan ay 'di mo binalewala... I know I'm not making any sense her.. All I want you to know guys is that before you leave somone behind... isipin mo man lang yung mga good memories niyo... yung mga pinag daanan niyo... kasi it's painful pag lagi ka na lang iniiwan...