Mahal kita kaso may asawa na ako...

Sorry again if I hadn't been writing this past few days(again) Anyway, I really don't know what to write.. correction, maybe I have an idea on what I'm suppose to write kaso natatakot ako isulat ito.... what the heck... here I go again.


Lahat tayo na inlove na di ba and for sure lahat tayo naka expirience na ng iba't-ibang klaseng relationships. May long distance, may "May-December-love-affair", yung iba nga may same sex relationships pa... pero na in-love ka na ba sa isang tao na pag aari na ng iba? I'm not talking about yung type of relationship na nain love ka sa gf ng friend mo or bf ng friend mo.... you got me all wrong... I was trying to explain if na in-love ka na sa isang taong may asawa na? Shocking right?

Madami akong nababasa at naririnig na mga ganitong kwento... for me it's kinda wrong... well, MALI pala dapat yung word na ginamit ko. But I can't blame them... 'coz na expirience ko na yun a few years back
when I was still confused and pretty messed up... I met this girl sa isang waiting shed sa Ortigas.. She's really pretty and kinda hot... and I found myself drawn to her by her beauty... we started dating and soon we really got close. Kaso this angelic girl has a secret... she's married and she's a battered wife.. lagi syang sinasaktan ng hubby nya, I really don't know what to say or even what to do after I heard her say that she's in love with me.... kaso may asawa na siya. Ang nag pagulo pa nun ay unti-unti na akong nahuhulog sa kanya... I know it's wrong but it felt son good... eventually naging kami... and to tell you the truth it was a bumpy ride for 8 long months.. until nag kahiwalay na kami kasi ako na rin yung umayaw... binatukan yata ako ng konsensya ko... ayokong makasira ng relationship... I have to let go of love kahit na I'm craving sa pag mamahal na kahit kailan 'di ko naramdaman...

Tuwing na iisip ko yung chapter ng buhay kong iyon natatawa na lang ako kasi ganon pala ako ka desperado sa pag hanap ng taong mag mamahal sa akin... well actually desperado pa rin naman ako eh... pero not that much...