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Patay tayo dyan... hahahaha sa wakas nag pakita na din ako sa inyo.... buti na lang at malabo yung video... at least di niyo ako matititigan ng mabuti kasi medyo blurred...

hahahaha OHA KOSA!!!!! Sabi ko sa iyo LALAKI ako eh...

Wrong Send

Habang nag kukwentuhan kayo ng mga barkada mo, nilapag mo ang cellphone mo sa mesa para mag CR lang sandali. Tapos pag balik mo may na recieve kang text, nagulat ka kasi yung message galing sa taong pinaka mamahal mo!

Excited kang basahin, tapos ang nakalagay sa message niya...

"Wag kang uminom ng madami ha, uwi ka ng maaga kasi mag aalala ako sa iyo sige ka. Mahal na mahal kita kahit di ko pinahahalata!"

... nagulat ka,

... sobrang saya mo,

Tapos biglang lumapit sa iyo ang bestfriend mo at sabi niya...

"best friend nakitext ako kanina sa iyo nung umalis ka... nag reply na ba?"




* paki daanan naman itong blog ni sis pau.... bagong blogger siya

Bitter Sweet Memories

Darkness, tears and pain;.

There, the three things I was well aware of when you said that one painful word... "goodbye."


Tears... I felt the sudden dryness in my throat. My vision begun to blurred as I slowly bowed my head. "goodbye" was the only thing on my mind now. I didn't even bother listening to your pathetic excuse.
Since the begging I had always known it was her. Yet I forced myself blindly. I was blinded by my love for you. I was hoping... believing that... I was the one you would choose...

I made myself believe to the point that I let my guard down for you to see the real me. The real person that I was. I showed it... only to you. You made me believe and live in a dreamland you had created... with all your promises. Do you even know how happy I was whenever you made a promise? Yet now... not one of them come true.

I had loved you far too much to realize the difference between of dreams and reality and it really hurts when reality itself slapped my face.


Pain. I slowly turned my back away from you; away from all the memories. You had given me far too much pain to bear. You know, I already blamed everyone I knew. You, Him and I; I even blamed my friends for not saving me from you,. I blamed everyone, yet the pain still burned inside me.

Anger and pain rolled into one. What had I done to deserve this? Why? WHY! I ran home like a frightened child. I didn't know whom to trust anymore. Am I really unworthy for you?
I compared myself to him. He could sing, dance and act a smart guy and everyone's favorite. BAMM!!! I punched my fist againts the wall Crying like I'd never be okay again... I had realized that.... I AM UNWORTHY.

Darkness. It was pitch black. My hope and my everything was slowly slipping away from me. I really don't know what to do anymore. I hated my life Had I never done anything good? Iwas tired. I was exhausted. I wanted to die. I just fell in love and this was all I got broken, lonely and cold....


*picture ni Heidi yan... (kaibigan ko) ganda noh? hahahaha
ito ang FS niya HEIDI NICOLE

PAHABOL: hahaha may blog na din sa wakas si gf.... visit niyo naman oh... visit mo si gerlpren ko

Buntis Ako.....

Earlier, while I was about to sign out here in my friends computer shop I had this weird feeling that I should check my inbox.. and what the heck! My friend send me this message.. and to tell you honestly.. I was kinda shocked, confused, and worried at the same time. I was really torn apart by her message... I guess if your a regular reader of this BLOG you would probably know her because she has been a topic in here a couple of times... and here she goes again... and I just keep on wondering why out of all her friends... why me? Why does she tell me those things and regularly ask for help... don't get me wrong I like helping them especially all those troubled teens... It's just that... why me? This is my first time to ask help from you guys. Usually ako lang palagi ang hinihingan ng mga payo pero medyo mahirap itong problem nya.. what do you think she should do? This person really means to me and it would really break my heart if I can't give her the comfort that she's been looking for... here goes her letter:
my friend wrote:
> kuya!!
>
> huhuhuhuh..:(
>
> lately i've been very bc and i forget to think of my situation..
> nagusap kmeh ng nanay koh kgb..
> and she made me realize everything..
> kuya sbhin mo nga sken..
> nkakaawa bah tlgah koh?..
>
> buti pah dati khit papanu napplit ko ung srili koh maging happy..
> pero ngayon i can't find even a single reason for me to be happy..
> every second namro2blema koh kung panu nah ang bukas..
>
> sb ng nanay koh..
> xah lng ang mei krapatan magdesisyon kung anoh ang ggwin koh..
>
> mamimili lang daw akoh..
> and i have only 2 choices..
> d nya pah cnsb kung anoh ung choices nah un..
> pero sb neah..
> it's either maaus koh ang buhay koh o ccrain koh nah ng 2luyan ang buhay koh..
> tingin koh ibig sbhin nun..
> iiwan koh ung bf koh pero pagaaralin nla koh or sasama nah koh sah bf koh at maghihirap hbang buhay..
>
> kuya ndeh koh lam ggwin koh..
> lam moh nung bata pah koh ang pangarap koh lang nman ay sumaya..
> pero ngayon kailangan kong mamili sah kasiyahan koh o ikabubuti koh at ng anak ko..
>
> bkit gnon..
>
> ndeh koh kyang magkahiwalay kmi ng bf ko at ng magiging baby namin..
> ndeh koh din kyang ipagkait sah knya ung anak nya..
> pero mukhang keilangan kong icpin ang future namen..
>
> nahihirapan tlga koh magdecide..
> kuya mhal nah mhal koh ung bf ko pati ang magiging anak namin..
> anoh bah ggwin koh.
>
> 2lungan moh nman akoh magdecide..
> kuya pacenxa kah nah kung nag nobela akoh ng problema seoh..
> wulah nman kzeh kong ibang masabihan..
> pagpacenxahan moh nah koh ah..
> tzkah tenkyu kzeh ur always there for me..
> i really thank God dhil bngay kah nya saken..
>
> sna ma2lungan moh koh kuya..:(



You see? hirap ng situation nya diba? To tell you frankly hindi sya nag iisa.. I know madami dyan sa paligid natin na may ganitong problema... Tell me... what do you do to help them? Those poor kids na may mga problema.. hindi lang sa teen age pregnancy, pati din as mga broken hearted, sa mga kids who feel broken, sa mga kids na affected sa broken family nila, sa mga kids who are depressed, sa mga taong gusto ng mamatay dahil walang nakaka intindi sa kanila or nag mamahal...

PAG MAMAHAL.... siguro kung may nag mamahal lang sa kanila hindi sila mag kaka ganyan... hindi sila mawawalan ng pag asa... hindi nila pag dadaanan na mag isa yung mga dinadanas nila... Ewan ko ba, parang kakaunti lang ang mga taong nag papahalaga sa kanila... I for myself would liketo help them with all my strenght, gusto ko iparamdam sa kanila na hindi sila nag iisa, na hindi nila kailangan pag daaanan na mag isa yung mga problema nila. Sorry if medyo nakakagising yung article ko now... siguro it's time to show love sa kapwa natin... maybe yung friend pala natin ay nasa brink na ng self destruction and he or she is only waiting for you to pick them up... waiting for you to love them...waiting for to show them that you care... you'll be amaze that a simple " hello" or a simple " how are you doing" will save them... don't wait until tomorrow to show that you love that person... baka ikaw lang ang hinihintay niya...

Why I write....

It is God who created everything with words. And it is also Jesus
(the word) who became flesh. Such is the power of words, and we often take this power for granted. So much so, that our character can be judge by the words we speak But do we take caution with the words that we utter? That is a question I will leave you to reflect on.

If this is the power of the spoken word, how much for the written word that is immortalized in pen and paper? It is as if you have captured your very essence in that writing you have made. Your very being is in what you have created and what you have created will last forever.

As a writer looking back at what you have written, let's say a few years ago can be an interesting experience. It is a whole spectrum of emotions ranging from hilarious laughter as to how you how written something so silly, to raging anger as to how naive you were at that time you wrote that piece. It may also be a self-discovery as to how much you have grown and matured with the many ideas that you have expressed in paper.

It is an experienced to relive because all the details can be remembered. All the senses are awake: the ears can remember every rhythm and every melody; the eyes can remember every shades and colors; All this feelings can be relived.

This is one of the things that writing can offer. This one of it's magic that endears so many followers.

The future is the first shaped by words; the past is immortalized in writing them and the present is waiting to be written....





PATALASTAS: It's been 21,489 minutes since I last saw my gf... haaay nakaka miss na talaga siya.... gusto ko siya makita kaso di pwede(mahabang storya). Hirap iexplain yung pakiramdam ... pero parang... haaaay.... Gusto ko na siya makitang muli... mayakap at makasama. Nakaka drain kasi pag di ko siya nakikita. Sana... sana lang makita ko siya this week...

If nakita niyo siya(hahaha) ipag bigay alam ka agad sa may ari ng blog na ito. hahaha may reward kung sino man ang makakapag turo ng kinaroroonan niya....